I’m afraid

I’m so afraid to make my dreams come true. I’m afraid to be myself, say what I’m thinking, admit what I want, speak up for myself, and walk away from uncomfortable or horrible situations. And, why?

Because, of co-workers, family members, people I went to high school or college with. I am afraid to put myself out there and be made to feel ashamed or embarrassed by it. But, somehow thinking that anyone would do that by me having a blog or a YouTube channel or just putting myself out there more, clearly isn’t someone I need to care about anymore.

It’s scary, to take that deep breath and Publish yourself and put yourself in the public eye. But, as many critics out there as there always will be, you never know. You may discover this part of yourself that you didn’t know existed. Someone that can confidently say, yes I write, yes I sing, yes I’m awesome, nice to meet you.

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