I’ve been scared of everything for years. My heart, my brain, my lungs, bleeding out internally. My sanity, my body weight, being judged. People not liking me. I think everything I do out. I will think and stress myself over some event that weeks or months away. I am not spontaneous or fun. I stopped […]
I have absolutely no confidence. My self-esteem is non-existent. It’s not even that I see myself as necessarily ugly or unattractive, but every time my boyfriend compliments or tries to hold me I can feel myself mentally crawling into a ball. I was not pretty in middle school and I often felt invisible. High school […]
So, I decided to get my hair done after about four months. And, I absolutely love it! Feeling very Fall ready 🍂 Also, sorry for looking a little awkward in the pictures I was exhausted. The before… The Awkward, Miss Congeniality, picking up satellite signal picture… The End Result!!
A simple compliment can make all the difference to someone. Over the past few, let’s face it, years, I’ve grown to hate my body, my hair, my lack of fashion sense. And, because of this constant nitpicking at myself it has made me feel absolutely depressed and lacking any self-confidence. I went to the eye […]
Favorite Book Ella Enchanted. I know it was more of teen book but when I read this around thirteen I had a hard time putting it down. I loved how inspiring Ella was and the fairytale theme. Its honestly one of my favorites. Favorite Form of Relaxation Going for a long run than having a […]
My first thought this morning was I should go to the gym, I need to check my social media and my email, I need to have a better sleep schedule, I need to do laundry today, maybe I should make a podcast, what should I do the podcast about. It’s just been constant racing thoughts. […]
She gets me…
You have all the weapons you need, now fight…but, a little winged eyeliner never hurts.
Hi Everyone! Just a little, different post about my outfit of the day. Sometimes it’s fun to put on some music, take extra time for that winged eyeliner, and put on that shirt you never wear. Honestly, after a week of some pretty bad anxiety, it felt nice to take some time to relax and […]