I have absolutely no confidence. My self-esteem is non-existent. It’s not even that I see myself as necessarily ugly or unattractive, but every time my boyfriend compliments or tries to hold me I can feel myself mentally crawling into a ball. I was not pretty in middle school and I often felt invisible. High school […]
So, I decided to get my hair done after about four months. And, I absolutely love it! Feeling very Fall ready 🍂 Also, sorry for looking a little awkward in the pictures I was exhausted. The before… The Awkward, Miss Congeniality, picking up satellite signal picture… The End Result!!
My first thought this morning was I should go to the gym, I need to check my social media and my email, I need to have a better sleep schedule, I need to do laundry today, maybe I should make a podcast, what should I do the podcast about. It’s just been constant racing thoughts. […]
You have all the weapons you need, now fight…but, a little winged eyeliner never hurts.
Hi Everyone! Just a little, different post about my outfit of the day. Sometimes it’s fun to put on some music, take extra time for that winged eyeliner, and put on that shirt you never wear. Honestly, after a week of some pretty bad anxiety, it felt nice to take some time to relax and […]
“How are you doing?” “How are you feeling these days?” Burning questions that leave a hole making me feel like there’s two sides of me. The “How are you?” and the “So…how are you, how ya feeling?” Your asking me how I am and how my anxiety is doing. Believe it or not I’m not […]
Dear Fellow Goal Setters, I live my life where I deprive myself of good things like good food, cute shoes, or a cute top because I constantly feel like I need to earn it. Therefore, I don’t deserve it unless I’ve done these stressful tasks. Lost weight, worked on my blog enough, or just got […]
So last week went incredibly well. Lots of fruit, somewhat restrictive as far as not really eating many carbs. However, I had a cheat meal (few slices of pizza, chips, too much wine, you know the drill) over the weekend and I’m struggling to get back on the wagon. I had a sluggish workout last […]
Another personal post that I’m nervous about. Does anyone else have a family member that you know you shouldn’t care about their opinions but you somehow feel hurt by what they say anyway? My Dad can be like this. F***king confusing. I have tried so hard not to care. Not to let these things get […]
Hi Everyone! So okay, here we go. Another blog I am pretty nervous to post. Takes big breath…and publish! I am sick of who I am. I have been very depressed, dysfunctional, anxious, unmotivated, and honestly incredibly unhappy for a while. Great, I’m unhappy. Now what. I have tried to lose weight in the past […]